Why..

My life has been horrible, my "friend" jaxon betrayed me again he said he would watch me burn in hell because I am atheist, I'm gay but everyone thinks I'm just going through a fucking phase, I get yelled at for asking questions, the only people who I trust are some of my friends and family,

I'm forced to go to church my my religious grandparents bc I can't tell them I don't belive in god

I'm 11 and autistic and I wish I was never born autistic