I feel so fucking cooked

bro, why are people my age already having bfs/gfs and stuff? i feel so lonely and i just wanna hug someone, its not even funny anymore, im lowkey depressed and i dont have anyone to hug, i feel like im gonna die alone, i feel pressured to have someone already, all my friends and peers already have someone significant and i feel like im just spectating and third wheeling awkwardly (18+ tag because the post is very melancholic and im worried this would get taken down otherwise)