Please help me love this again 😣😔

I love goats and thought this black one looked the best so went for this colour. I paid extra to have it sent over from the USA as we don’t have this brand in England. I am aware of Black Phillip and links to evil but I purchased it anyway and told myself to stop being silly, as it’s only a plush and not evil! As soon as it arrive, two of my family members basically stated it’s got links to the devil being a black goat. It’s making me feel weird and think about giving it away. Please just tell my I’m being silly, I really wanted to love this 🫣