Am I a freak?

I am 2 weeks post miscarriage (after a CP) and #1. everywhere I go I see pregnant women. #2. I about lost it today when I saw an adorable pregnant woman with her bump. I told my husband when we got home and he was like… maybe you should find one of those groups to talk to 😂🙃. Funny but not at the same time.

They say that it is okay to grieve, and you should process and let your emotions out, but when I have tried, I have only had people ask if I have considered therapy. Like LITERALLY WHAT THE HELL.

I don’t want therapy, I just want a baby- is that so weird to people? Do they just not know what to say to me? Or am I just completely out of my mind with grief? Am I the only one that feels like this? I just feel so utterly helpless and hopeless 😔