What could I do to change my life differently?
I currently work full-time in sales retail. It’s a small grocery store in a shopping area. there’s some issues at the store but it’s for a different conversation. I got this feeling and I know or at least I think I know that they don’t want me there. But they have exactly found someone to replace me. It feels weird with how things are and it also feels like I’m in limbo at work.
I currently live with my father, stepmother, and their 12 year old son. It’s a small 2 bed one bath house on one floor. It’s not terrible but it isn’t great either. There’s yelling, roaches, 3 dogs to name a few etc.. they like to eat fast food and shop at the dollar store. it feels overwhelming here most often times.
There doesn’t seem to be space and privacy. My father is retired with some health conditions like bad eye sight. He hardly ever drives anymore. She can drive but my father owns both cars. She has to ask if she could drive a car to go someplace. Both of them don’t actually work as they receive freelance and gov money. So they’re at home almost all the time and I don’t really know when they’ll leave and for how long they’ll be home either.
I currently don’t drive but I have leaners permit and a drivers ed certificate. I’ve been getting rides to work in the mornings. I walk to the gym or the coffee shop after work. I will tell my stepmother where I am after work. But My father will still try to call me to see where I am.
I honestly don’t really have like friends or other family who could help me.
Midwest 23f