Help kardo (ToT)

I got screened out from my SSB (fresher - 12th boards dunga feb mein) . I have filled the form for the April attempt . Written ki fikar nahi kyuki mai topper bacha hoon lekin SSB ka thoda guide kardo . Short mein bolu to mera OIR badhiya gaya , PPDT ki story likhdi badhiya se ki 5 log hain aur vo sab ek topper ladke ke ghar uske saath padhne aaye hain kyuki unhe kuch concept samajh nahi aa rahe the . Narration was smooth without stuttering . Lekin discussion me meri haalat kharab ho gayi kyuki meri awaaz ki volume kam hai (itni kam ki jab mai bachpan mein rota tha to doosre kamre tak awaaz bhi nahi jaati thi aur chillane se mera gala kharab ho jaata tha) aur mere grp ke baaki bando ki awaaz bohot bhari thi to mai try karta raha bolne ki but it all was futile . End me meri saans phool gayi aur baad me mai screen out ho gaya .

Ab mai ye soch raha hoon ki main koi coaching lelu taaki mai thoda prepare hokar jaoon . Jo koi screen in ya recommend hue hain agar vo apni taraf se koi tip dena chahte hain to pls dedo (;-;)