I’m unrecognisable

My MIL visited today and took some pictures of me and my husband and I’m unrecognisable. I’ve put on so much weight that my face looks like a massive ball. I’m just horrified. I have PCOS so need to keep a strict protein rich diet but I’m nauseous all the freaking time and all I can eat is crackers and bread. On top of this, I have two hematomas and I’ve been bleeding since the transfer. So I’m on bed rest. It also looks like I’m a fantastic candidate for gestational diabetes with all that’s going on.

I feel like I’m falling apart from all the anxiety and fear. It took so much to get here and it’s not getting easier.