i hate my hair (rant)

I dyed my hair two days ago and i absolutely hate it.

i was blonde for a year before deciding i had gotten bored of it, and I dyed it blue.

i immediately hated it, i hate looking at myself in the mirror, i feel so ugly, i don’t even want to go outside anymore.

my friends has given me tons of compliments, saying I look amazing in it, but I just hate it. yesterday I had an anxiety attack about it, just crying and barely being able to breathe because I hate it so much.

possibly the worst past is that I can’t even fix it - I have to wait for it to fade a bit before bleaching it, I can’t dye it black because itll have blue undertones. I literally feel trapped in my own hair. I don’t even wanna look at myself.

not looking for advice really, just wanted to get it off my chest. sorry if this isn’t allowed to post about.